Get into the internship on April 2021

Peace of mind

Passing the cls license exam

Contentment

Balance

Stable and healthy Lovelife -

Good friends

Good relationship

It’ll definitely hurt one way or another.

Im so exhausted. They keep saying give more, love more, always be kind, always go out your way to make people feel theyre seen, heard, loved etc but damn man its too exhausting to be this kind of person. When it comes to me, no ones there. Tangina yawa ayoko tangina ng lahat ng tao sa mundong to. No one deserves me. I dont deserve to feel this way. Unworthy. Needs validation. Tangina i wish i wasnt as loving, caring, thoughtful and everything else everyone just takes me for granted. I always end up feeling like theres something wrong with me because i care too much, love too much, forgive too much. I need this to change. fck being good. Ima shut off this fckng heart and start being cold im too good for this world yall take so much away from me

Sooner or later it will all be gone. Idk how i’ll handle it when the time finally comes. Youre probably just waiting to meet someone new or you have someone new but quite not sure yet about them but you will drop me definitely.

I cant prolong the inevitable. This is probably it.

I havent learn my lesson thats why nothings changing. My biggest fear is to lose you completely even if I know that I deserve so much better than what Im settling for. Idk how to live life without you in it and it sucks cause I know someone out there will love and treat me much much better and give me the love that I wish I can have with you. I know Its convenient for you to have me. I mean you straight up been telling me that nothing will change your mind but Im still here. I know exactly what I need to do, but I can never find it in me to cut this off because you make me really happy. How I wish you’ll see it in your heart to give this love a chance. Idk how long will I be able to last. Probably when you drop me already and decide to see someone else. I hope i stop all this before I hurt myself over and over again. :(

Lord please im begging you help me find my way. Help me to let go of things that arent meant for me. Give me strenght and peace to let vissia go. To cut off vissia in my life if shes not meant to be here. :(

Story of life, people will think they can have what they had with you with anyone. When they realize how great you really are and how you treated them is unlike anything else they have ever had or will find. By that point it is to late and life continues on. :)

Its time, Tine.

I agree with this. Damn. I can believe how much I’ve compromised just to keep you in my life. You really do mean this much to me huh? Or maybe its out of habit? Im certain I dont love you as much as I did before but its there you know. Idk. Gotta shake this off. Gotta shake you off